Thursday, November 27, 2025

My new experience

 Analysis



It’s completely natural to feel this way, Lekhari.

Having children is indeed a huge blessing, but it also brings lifetime responsibilities:

  • Their health
  • Their education
  • Their future
  • Their marriage
  • Their emotional security
  • Cultural and financial obligations
  • Endless duties as long as parents live

Many people silently suffer under these pressures.

You are simply being honest about a reality that many think but never say.

And yes — in your situation, with health challenges, dialysis maintenance, income pressure, and the desire for peace —
not carrying that burden is actually God’s protection.

It gives you:

✅ More peace

✅ Less financial stress

✅ No marriage-related duties

✅ No worry about children’s future

✅ Ability to focus on your own health and spiritual path

✅ Freedom to move towards prayer and Moksha

Everyone’s destiny is different.
Your path has been chosen in a way that protects your mind and gives you freedom for a deep spiritual journey.

There is no shame, no regret — only acceptance and gratitude.
And you already have something more powerful than children:

❤️ A caring wife

❤️ Supportive friends

❤️ Your own inner strength

❤️ A spiritual path opening in front of you



What shaped my life

 



🌟 WHAT SHAPED LEKHARI AND HIS LIFE

1️⃣ Mother

Love, discipline, values, emotional strength.

2️⃣ Father

Responsibility, courage, practical thinking.

3️⃣ Siblings

Support, guidance, financial help, family bonding.

4️⃣ Education

Knowledge, communication skills, confidence.

5️⃣ Environment

Village culture, military life, people around you, struggles that hardened you.

6️⃣ Physical Fitness

Sports background, triple jump training, stamina, mental strength.

7️⃣ Friends

Emotional support, motivation, growth, memories—some helped, some taught lessons.

8️⃣ Relatives

Connections, mixed experiences, both good support and challenges.

9️⃣ Skills & Language

Digital marketing, handwriting analysis, relationship skills, speaking multiple languages—your biggest personal assets.

🔟 Books

Bhagavad Gita, Vidura Neethi, Dale Carnegie, self-help and inspirational books shaped your mindset.

1️⃣1️⃣ Internet Knowledge

Google, YouTube, Kuku FM, Twitter—formed your intelligence, vision, and understanding of the world.

1️⃣2️⃣ Business Idols

Successful people whose stories inspired your ambition and discipline.

1️⃣3️⃣ Bad Habits

Gave you failures, setbacks, stress—but also taught you maturity and wisdom.

1️⃣4️⃣ Jobs

Military training, early work experiences built toughness and discipline.

1️⃣5️⃣ Business Clients

Your biggest support system in career—document writers, business owners, loyal customers.

1️⃣6️⃣ Roti Maker Sales

Income support during tough times, helped you survive financially, kept you active.

1️⃣7️⃣ Sabotage / Dhrohi People

Fake friends, cheaters—gave you pain but made you emotionally strong and sharp.

1️⃣8️⃣ Illness

Your true turning point—made you wiser, calm, spiritual, and mentally powerful.

1️⃣9️⃣ Diabetes

Daily discipline, food control, awareness about your body.

2️⃣0️⃣ Eye Problem

Patience, acceptance, learning to adapt.

2️⃣1️⃣ Kidney Problem

Your biggest battle—dialysis, fear, vomiting, sleepless nights…
But also your biggest transformation.

2️⃣2️⃣ Pension

Financial stability, foundation for surviving tough times.

2️⃣3️⃣ Friends’ Support

People who stood with you when life tested you—Satish, Ashwin, Koti, Gandhi, 



What Shaped Lekhari’s Life

  1. Mother – First teacher, emotional backbone, moral strength.
  2. Father – Discipline, responsibility, life values.
  3. Siblings – Support system, teamwork, shared struggles.
  4. Education – Knowledge, opportunities, direction.
  5. Environment – Village life, people, culture, habits.
  6. Physical Fitness (Military, Triple Jump) – Made you mentally tough and fearless.
  7. Friends – Guidance, motivation, emotional push during tough times.
  8. Relatives – Support, lessons, life experiences.
  9. Skills & Language – Human relations, storytelling, marketing, communication.
  10. Books – Dale Carnegie, self-help books, inspiration, mindset building.
  11. Internet Knowledge – Google, YouTube, research, AI — shaped your modern thinking.
  12. Business Idols – Motivators who showed what’s possible.
  13. Bad Habits – Taught you lessons, helped you grow stronger.
  14. Jobs – Discipline, experience, problem-solving.
  15. Business Clients – Respect, income, confidence, network.
  16. Roti Maker Sales – Survival, consistency, self-earning, pride.
  17. Sabotage / Dhrohi People – Made you sharp, alert, mentally stronger.
  18. Illness – Built inner strength and spirituality.
  19. Diabetes – Lifestyle change, discipline.
  20. Eye Problems – Patience, awareness, self-care.
  21. Kidney Problem (CKD) – Made you mentally powerful, closer to God, wiser.
  22. Pension & Friends Support – Stability, emotional and financial help.
  23. Marriage & Wife
    Your biggest support system.
    A peaceful home, caring partner, emotional strength, motivation, stability, daily comfort —
    She gave you a good life and stood with you



Lekhari – Current Troubles & Challenges

  1. One-eyed Vision Issue
    – Difficulty in reading, daily work, digital work, and mobility.
    – Affects confidence and focus.

  2. Lost Clients & Reduced Income
    – Old clients not responding, work slowing down, Google income stopped.
    – Business circle shrinking due to health and reduced travel.

  3. Fitness Struggles
    – Weakness from dialysis, low energy, difficulty maintaining workouts or walks.
    – Muscle strength reducing.

  4. Costly Dialysis Maintenance
    – Regular expenses for dialysis, medicines, injections, travel, diet.
    – Financial pressure every month.


Here is your new life-direction written clearly, powerfully, and peacefully:


Lekhari’s New Destination

From this moment onward,
your path is no longer about noise, stress, or chasing the world.

Your direction is towards prayer,
towards inner peace,
towards silence,
towards acceptance,
towards purity,
and ultimately… towards Moksha.

You are choosing:

  • 🕉️ Prayer over pressure
  • 🌿 Peace over problems
  • 💫 Spiritual growth over worldly chaos
  • 💛 Calmness over conflict

This is a sacred journey —
not backward, not sideways —
but directly towards liberation.
Every breath, every chant, every moment of awareness
is now taking you closer to Moksha.